God's Masterpiece of our family

meet our new addition to the Polinski Family

2009-12-04T17:20:00.000-08:00

Dec. 1, 2009

Hello, please meet LUCY. This is Nicholas's new friend. She is 8 weeks old. They are both adjusting well together. As most of you know Chris and I had a dog named Ally that died 1 year ago this coming Jan. I never thought I would have another dog but Lucy has bought alot of joy to Nicholas and us. To see them play together will make you smile. Lucy tries so hard to keep us with Nicholas running thru the grass. She sometimes gets lost. I took her to the vet yesterday and she weighs 2.9 lbs. She is called a "weiner poo".... She is a cutie and so good natured.

Its funny to watch Nicholas and her play ball. Nicholas is picky on what toys of his she can play with lol. He is learning to share.

Enjoy the pics : )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

2009-11-05T11:14:00.000-08:00

October 31, 2009

Please meet Mr Tiger Woods Jr. Nicholas was a little golfer for halloween. He already has a swing for golf. His daddy lines the ball up and he drives the ball down the hall. Its so cute to see them practice together.

He had a great time trick a treating. Granna and Pops came to see him before we left for all the candy. He went from door to door and just held his bag out. It was so cute. Chris and I just had grins on our faces and so blessed to finally have this day with him. So many holidays past while we waited for him to come home. Now he is ALL ours.

Happy Halloween : )

Music to Nicholas's ears

2009-11-05T10:57:00.000-08:00

As most of you know Nicholas had tubes put in both ears recently. One afternoon Nicholas and I decided to have mom and son day to treat ourselves to lunch. We ate at Chick-fla-A and played awhile. As we were leaving a firetruck in a far distance sirens were goin off. Nicholas stopped in his tracks and told me to listin. He heard the sirens for the first time in his 2 years of life. Oh my goodness my baby was really deaf due to all the fluid build up. It brought tears of joy in my eyes. Its such a good feeling as a parent to know you DID the right thing with no doubts.

He is doin great and his speech is improving more and more each day. He is also sleeping a lot better at night without snoring. Thank you Dr Duncan for helping us make the right decision.

Our Day at Cedar Hill Farms Pumpkin Patch

2009-10-25T13:26:00.000-07:00

October 24, 2009

Today the weather was PERFECT. The sun was shining with a nice breeze. I put Nicholas in his fall outfit and off we went. We met Meredith and her kids there and they had a BLAST. We got to ride the train, petting zoo, feed the animals, watch the chicken show, and of course the hayride to the pumpkin patch. Nicholas chose a small pumpkin that we will paint for halloween.

He had a great time with Hayden and Zaidee. Nicholas played so hard that we were not even out of the field and he was asleep in the car. Nicholas once again amazes me each day with his spiritual gifts. I love him so much. Chris and I are such happy parents and very lucky to have Nicholas.

Another Surgery

2009-10-24T14:15:00.000-07:00

October 20, 2009

Nicholas is currently seeing a speech therapist once a week. We decided to have a hearing test done in which he failed. We saw an ENT doctor and both ears was full of fluid. That explains the speech problems and hearing test. We had surgery today to have tubes put in both ears and adnoids removed. Dr Thane Duncan, Midsouth Ear Nose and Throat, did the surgery. We were very pleased with Dr. Duncan and the results. The hardest part is seeing him wake up in recovery. They lay there looking so helpless and scared.

Nicholas is doin very well since his surgery. He was up playing and eating everything in sight that afternoon. Boy he is one strong kiddo. I would still be laid up in the bed lol....
The only thing I can say is giving him medicine twice a day is a chore. It takes me and Chris. Oh boy it is not fun but we are almost done. Thank god.

He is starting to let me know sounds he is hearing now. All these months I thought he heard everything. He did in a muffled sound. Poor baby. He is hearing everything now. Before we know it he will start speaking with no problems.

thank you to my family and friends for your prayers.

Children Museum with Mommy and Daddy

2009-10-24T13:59:00.000-07:00

October 16, 2009

Today was all about being together. Just the 3 of us. We had lunch at Fresh Slices and went to the Children's Museum. Nicholas got to dressup like a fireman. He rung the sirens, played dentist, went fishing with daddy, and flew a plane. He had a great time.

We are so blessed. Nicholas has adjusted so well to us and his surroundings. God knew what he was doin long before we even had it figured out. Nicholas makes me so happy and proud to call him my son. Chris and I are amazed everyday with his spiritual growings being a child of God.

First Day of School

2009-09-18T10:49:00.000-07:00

Sept. 14, 2009

Today was the day I did not want to come but I know how healthy it will be for Nicholas and me. I want him all to myself but exposure is the key to advance in skills. Chris and I only want the BEST for him, He is attending Getwell Methodist Church Mother's Day Out. He goes monday and wednesday from 9-2. His teacher and helper is Ms. Tracey and Mrs. Beth.

The first day is did cry but was over it soon. The teacher stated he is very curious about everything. He is taking it all in. He ate all his lunch and had a great day. When I went to pick him up he saw me and starting pointing and saying MOMMA....I love that word.

Please enjoy the pics and we are so proud of our Nicholas.

Our Night with "MALMO"

2009-09-05T12:32:00.000-07:00

September 3, 2009

We took Nicholas to see Elmo at the Desoto Civic Center. We had a great time. They had ALL the Sesame Street characters and of course "MALMO" was the star. I loved the begining of the show when they sung Sunny Days. The characters came out in the crowd and Nicholas was alittle undecided about that. He just stared. But he waved and waved at MALMO.

To see all his expressions were so rewarding. Each day I thank GOD for chosing Nicholas for Chirs and I. I love being a mother and god knows what he is doing long before I even have a clue. Nicholas is very healthy, loving, and such a blessing to us.

Enjoy the pics of him in his MALMO outfit : )

Nicholas's first sight of the beach...

2009-08-26T13:50:00.000-07:00

August 19-23 2009.....Destin, Flordia

Another memory that is fully remembered. The look on his face when he saw the ocean was priceless. We got to share this vacation with Granna, Pops, Auntie Cara, and Uncle Rob. We had alot of fun times. We played in the sand, water, and saw lots of boats. He learned 2 new words. Ocean and Boat. He is blooming with his talking which makes us all very proud.

He loved to ride on Uncle Rob's back and pretend to be Pablo. The days we were there we all learned the beginning song of Backyardgians. Nicholas wore Pablo out. I thought about throwing the DVD in the ocean LOL....

We had a blast and many more to come. Enjoy the pics.

Our little guatemalan

2009-06-10T19:38:00.000-07:00

June 10, 2009

While Chris and I were in Guatemala in March we bought this little outfit. The outfit is handmade and woven in Guatemala. All the small children wear these types of clothes and prints.

Please enjoy our little "Guatemalan" boy.

Our Readoption Day

2009-06-10T19:14:00.001-07:00

June 9, 2009

Today was a very special day for our family. We met our lawyer , Dan Davis, at Hernando courthouse to see Judge Cobbs. We raised our right hands and sweared to tell the truth of finialzing our adoption in the US. The hearing consist of name change and Mississippi birth certificate. Nicholas is officially Nicholas Daniel Polinski. It was a wonderful feeling to know we are one step closer to finishing all this paperwork for his adoption. The next step is his citizenship and then I think that is all. I hope!!!!

Words cannot express the love we have for Nicholas. God knew exactly what he was doin to have Nicholas put into our lifes and grow in our hearts. Everyday is a blessing. Every cry, smile, temper tantrum, and whine is music to my heart. I would not have it any other way.

I will say the process today was a piece of cake compared to the court in Guatemala. We were there and done in 30 minutes. We are such happy parents of Nicholas Daniel.

Now lets get a sister for Nicholas but not international. We are praying about it and asking GOD to give us direction on our next child. Time will tell.

Meet Mr. Fish

2009-06-10T19:03:00.000-07:00

June 8, 2009

Hello Everyone,

Please meet Mr. Fish. We went to Petco and Nicholas picked this one out. We have multi colored rocks and everyday we wave hello and goodbye to Mr. Fish. Nicholas feeds Mr. Fish once a day and likes to stand in the chair to watch him swim.

We thought of getting a dog but I think the fish is less maintence. Nicholas loves his fish and he blows kisses to Mr. Fish. I just hope Mr. Fish last longer than a week lol. Goldfish as their own life spans. I have to watch Nicholas so Mr. Fish will not be over feed. lol

Everyday Nicholas amazes us.

Bob the Builder

2009-06-10T18:49:00.000-07:00

June 6, 2009

My sister got Nicholas Bob the Builder tickets for his birthday. Nicholas was amazed with the characters and their singing. We had great seats and the excitement that was brought to his face was even better. Thank you Aunt JOJO for the tickets : )

Nicholas kept goin from lap to lap between Daddy and I. But he did not take his eyes of Bob. We had a terrific time and had dinner at On the Border. Nicholas is all about some chips and cheese dip. Today was a very special time for our family and quality time with one another.

The day of my Birthday with Pablo and Ninnie.

2009-05-08T14:00:00.000-07:00

May 6, 2009

We went to Build a Bear and had lunch at WolfChase Mall. Nicholas, Ninnie, and I had a GREAT time. He choose a soft furry brown bear. His favorite was giving Pablo a bath. He dressed Pablo in a soccer uniform with his birthday hat on.

We had a BLAST!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!!!!!!!!!

Happy 2nd Birthday!!!!!

2009-05-03T11:01:00.000-07:00

May 2, 2009

I cannot believe this day finally came. Our son is 2 years old and this time we are celebrating his day with him. He had a BIG and wonderful day. We did the theme Backyardgians and as you can see he loved the cake. He was for sure on a sugar high. We had cake and homemade ice cream sundaes. The weather was yuckie but the rain did not stop us. We played in the garage and had a blast.

We invited our family and it was PERFECT. It meant alot to us to have have our family here celebrating the birth of Nicholas. Of course, all the gifts were great and very appreicated. He got clothes, trucks, swimming stuff, Bob the Builder tickets, and books. He is set.

Thank you everyone for being with us on this special day of his birth.

HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nicholas's first surgery

2009-04-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

April 21, 2009

Nicholas was taken back to surgery around 9:00 am for his circumcision. Nicholas and I walked thru the Bunny Tunnel and he got a toy. He decided on a baseball and glove. He went into the nurse's arms and did not even cry. Which made it easier for mom. He woke up in recovery crying wanting his momma. I held him and rocked him to comfort him. He was very sleepy but saw his juice on the bed and pointed and wanted it. He is one AMAZING boy. He had both of his grandmothers there to love on him also. I am so proud of Nicholas.

We were home around 11:00 am. He is a trooper. I told my friend , Dotty, that our boys have been thru alot for being so young and they keep that smile and good spirit. I am so thankful for him. God knew what he was doin chosing him for us and allowing him to grow in our hearts until he came home.

GOD IS AWESOME!!!!!

As of today, Nicholas is playing, eating, and being a typical 2 year old. I never would have thought he had surgery less than 24 hours ago.

thank you for all prayers.

Nicholas's first haircut

2009-04-08T19:19:00.000-07:00

Today was the day Nicholas got his hair trimmed. He looks like a little man. He did pretty good. He was more curious than anything.

Thank you Jennifer.

We are so happy to have him home and GoD continues to bless us each and every day. Life is a gift and Nicholas is Heaven sent.

My first Easter egg hunt

2009-04-04T13:53:00.000-07:00

We went with our family and friends to Cedar Hill Farms for Easter pics, petting zoo, egg hunt, seeing the Easter bunny, and pony rides. He had the time of his life. He loved the animals as long as they were behind the fence. Therefore, no pony rides.

We stood in line to get on the tractor to go find eggs in the big field. He loved the ride and then when we stopped and he saw the eggs he was gone. Nicholas, Granna, and Ninnie ran and grabbed a bucket full. I cried to stand there and watch before my eyes what I dreamed of for so long. He is one AMAZING child. He had so much fun. Those big brown eyes started to get heavy so we were not down the gravel road at the farm and he was out.

Nicholas is OURS and we owe GOD for the gift of Nicholas's life . Easter is a holiday that makes me stop and think how things are are ALL possible with GOD. GOD had Nicholas growing in our hearts before Chris and I even knew what he planned for us. GOD is awesome.

Happy Easter to Jesus and all his people. We love you all : )

My first trip to see Dr. Rather to have my teeth cleaned and counted.

2009-04-04T13:41:00.000-07:00

April 2, 2009

Here is a fearless little boy in the dental chair having a good ole time. Mrs. Rachel counted his teeth and he loved the suction straw and spray gun. Nicholas had a great visit and all his toofies are white and pearlie. He had fun and strutted himself up and down the halls. Thank GOD I used to work for Doc so we did not get kicked out. Nicholas loved playing with Dr. Rather. Well you know he is a kid himself LOL. I love and miss that office and it made me feel really good to have them there to check Nicholas's teeth and make his first visit memorable for him and me.

Nicholas is such a trooper in just about anything and everything he does. He is such a blessing. : )

Homecoming at the Memphis Airport 3-13-09

2009-03-26T19:36:00.000-07:00

THIS DAY HAS FINALLY CAME....HOME AT LAST FOREVER!!!!!!!!

Here are several pics of our BIG day. This day was everything I dreamed of for 2 years. All our family and friends were there to welcome Nicholas home. It was amazing. Thank you to everyone. It meant so much to us for you to share this special day with us.

We were so worried about overwheling Nicholas. He showed us. He went to everyone and smiled like he knew them this whole time. It was such a blessing. Nicholas fits right on in with all of us. He loved to play with the balloons people brought and just adjusted very well.

After the airport we went to momma and daddy's house to play and then off to Logan's. We finally got a good piece of meat, I was living off of fruit and onion rings in Guatemala. I was ready for some real food. Nicholas ate taters and baked apples. Therefore, when we got home I had my first experience with a poop diaper. I will be honest I threw up and Chris had to finish. I am a pro now though. I could do it with my eyes closed LOL....

Please enjoy the pics and thanks again everyone.

Apology...

2009-03-26T13:52:00.000-07:00

Hello Friends and Family-

As most of you know the journey of getting Nicholas home was very upsetting until the end. I want to take a moment to apologize that I have not posted since August. We had to hire a personal lawyer in Guatemala to protect our son and some families and the director of Semillas, Nancy Bailey, had a problem with that decision we made as parents. I became very private of how we were handling the situation of getting our son home sooner than later.

While we were in Guatemala in August we were able to get Nicholas's passport and visa for him to travel home but with the raid in May 2008 prevented the children to leave Semillas and the country. We have rights to our son and I was determined Nancy was not goin to have the control of making decisions of our childs leaving. So thank god for Roberto (our lawyer).

I will just say that Nancy Bailey will answer for her wrong doings as the director. She made alot of bad choices and decisions which she will answer for. I have to be the bigger person and let GOD have control of that situation. My heart breaks for those children who will grow up there and the families who do not know the true story.

Chris and I got an email from our lawyer, Roberto, who asked us to travel. We got on an airplane March 2, 2009 and returned on March 13, 2009 . Our trip consisted of traveling to the orphange everyday to visit our son until we could take custody so we could remove him from Semillas. The trip was one hour and fifteen minutes each way. We were very pleased to have our court hearing on March 5, 2009 to find out the judge dismissed our case and it was APPROVED!!!!! We took custody of Nicholas on March 12, 2009. So you could see we were not wasting time, less than 24 hours and we were on US soil.

So with all this said I wanted everyone to know why we were quite for so long. Thank you to everyone for your prayers, support, and understanding. Nicholas is so blessed to have each one of you in his life. Thru all this I have understood that GOD's timing is perfect and not ours. You have to keep your faith strong and know everything happens for a reason.

We love all of you and we could of not done this without you guys : )

Nicholas meeting Daddy for the first time...

2008-09-02T07:38:00.000-07:00

August 23, 2008

Today was another memorable day. The taxi picked us up and we were off to Semillas. We said Hola to the guard and I showed Chris and Kathy where to go. Chris walked in and I intoduced Chris to the nannies as Poppy. They were so glad to meet us both finally. I am so appreciative of the nannies Nichoals had. They love the children. You can see that.

Chris walked down the stairs and the nannies handed him to his daddy. Once again I had tears of joy running down my face. Chris was grinning from ear to ear. He just laid his head on his shoulder. I honestly believe Nicholas knew who was holding him. They bonded very quickly.

Chris fed him his lunch and we played. We played in the grass and played ball. Chris is the BEST father ever. Chris will have Nicholas on the golf course as soon as he starts walking. Nicholas is doin great adjusting to us and we owe it all to GOD....

It was also a memorable moment that Kathy met Nicholas. He bonded to her well. Nicholas is a very lovable and full of life boy. Kathy and Nicholas liked to play with the vines around the porch. Of course grandma feed him his snacks. He loved the strawberry snacks. Grandma was very happy to finally meet her grandson. THey enjoyed each other so much. Once again it brought tears to my eyes. Once again all this is in GOD's honor.

Meeting our son for the first time

2008-09-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

August 18, 2008

This is the day I have been waiting for. The taxi picked me up at 8:45am. We drove to Semillas. I was accompanied by 3 close friends that I have met during this process. They were so sweet by taping and taking pictures of each step of the process.

We knocked on the gate and a guard let us in. I went straight to his room and there he sat on the table. The nannies were dressing him. I walked in with tears of joy streaming down my face. I held my arms out and he came right to me. It was the best feeling. To hold him in my arms was such a blessing and I owe it all to GOD. He made this happen for us.

Nicholas and I walked outside and I began to bond. We looked into each others eyes and that was the start of our life together.

As the day went on he began to cling to me. Of course I loved it. My friends who had visited before could already see a huge improvement in Nicholas. He began to smile and play with their boys. We call them the "TRIPLETS" . I love this little boy more than he will ever know.

The day has finally come!!!!!!

2008-08-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning to Nicholas's update. The pictures were full of personality. I cannot wait to meet our son. We have waited for this beautiful day for along time. I am flying to Houston to meet Dotty. She has been a great friend thur this process. Us mommies are on a mission.

I cannot wait to hold Nicholas. I am goin to do all I can to bring him on home VERY soon. In the medical report he loves to play ball. His daddy has sent him a soccer ball to play with. I cannot wait for Chris to see Nicholas play sports. I better get ready..Nicholas here I come.

We love you son!!!!!!!!

10 more days!!!!!

2008-08-07T17:54:00.000-07:00

I am very happy to say we finally get to hold and meet our son. We have known him since he was 3 months old and now he is 15 months old. Its time.

The court date has not been set yet. I pray and hope while I am there living in Antigua we will have our Embassy appt. Chris will then fly down to meet us for that special moment. I am so looking foward to seeing him in action. All these months we were blessed to have pictures and videos every month but I am ready to touch and play with him.

Before Chris and I got married we both knew we wanted children. God has blessed us with a boy that is full of life. There is a poem I read today that touched me so deeply......

MY CHILD
I carried your picture with me
Since the day I received it,
And dared to love
a child I was yet to meet.

MY CHILD
I carried you in my arms at last,
and gazed in helpless wonders
at your face.
And dared to lose
my heart to you.

And now, MY CHILD,
a dream fulfilled
a prayer answered,
a family created
I have dared to become
your MOM.

And so now,
my precious child
I shall carry you home.

author unknown

I hope you enjoyed the poem just as much as we did. GOD is awesome!!!!!!

The countdown begins. Tomorrow the 2nd DNA is being mailed back to the Embassy for our appointment. The end is near and the beginning of being a family is about to start.

I love you Nicholas Daniel Polinski!!!!!!!!!

Ups and Downs of Adoption

2008-07-23T19:20:00.000-07:00

These past 2 weeks has been a roller coaster. We finally had a court hearing and the judge moved our case to another city. Now wehave to get another court date. Its crazy.

I will say that the meeting with Barbara Armstrong at US Embassy went very well. She will help us out as much as she can. The important thing is get the case lifted off the children so we can bring them home.

I REFUSE to reschedule our Embassy appointment. That should be happening soon.

Telissa shared some pictures with us of Nicholas. She visited her angel. Nicholas is very observant and independant. He has a little cold. No more waking up at night for a bottle. He is getting more and more handsome.

I am so ready to hold him, kiss him all over, and tell him how much I love him.

I will write again but for now I have my fingers crossed AGAIN things will change VERY soon.

Seeing Nicholas in action

2008-07-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

I ran to the mailbox . Guess What? We got the DVD. He is crawling EVERYWHERE. He was running from the camera man. He smiled really big and he has one dimple. He is precious.

Tomorrow is Chris's birthday. Nicholas may not be home for Daddy's birthday but the DVD is close enough. Chris is goin to be the BEST dad ever.

This past Friday our papers were sent to the Embassy. We are waiting on DNA auth. Each day that goes by is closer to bringing him home. I cannot stop day dreaming about the day I hold him in my arms.

Nicholas, we love you so much. We are on our way to get you. Hold on sweetie.

The end is almost near

2008-07-03T11:35:00.000-07:00

Our son is goin today to get his passport to come home. We are so excited. I have been on cloud nine for 2 days now. Last night I went to Walmart and Target. I got Nicholas all kinds of goodies to travel with.

We are hoping DNA will be taken next week and then we will get our Embassy appt. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Nicholas is our child sent from up above. God gets all the credit. Chris and I love him so much and we are proud to say we are his parents. Nicholas is goin to be so happy with his new family. We will always remember the family he has in Seeds of Love and his birthmother.

I am waiting patiently (NOT!!!!). What is patience? Once Nicholas gets here my world will be on its way.

God Bless to you all....

Alittle Stressed Today

2008-06-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

I am trying to stay focused on countertops, but my finger keeps refreshing my email. Chris and I have emailed a letter to Mr. John Lowell (US Embassy). We are asking for help, so when we get our embassy appt we will be ready for pick up trip.

There is a case against Semillas deAmor. Therefore, until resolved all children cannot leave. I am praying so hard that its resolved before we get to the last step. Enough is Enough!!!!!

Our body and minds are tired. We are out of PGN...Its time for Nicholas to meet his mommy and daddy.

I am ready for this hole in my heart to be filled with his beautiful smile. We got our update Monday. Nicholas has a cold. I am waiting to hear from Gladney how he is doin. I hate I am here and he is there. He needs his mommy. I am not goin to complain though. This has been the first time of him being sick and taking medicine. That is a blessing.

Chris and I are so ready. We know in our hearts its almost over and a new chapter is about to begin....

Once again GOD is awesome.

Children of Semillas deAmor Video

2008-06-25T10:46:00.000-07:00

This wonderful video was created by our friend, Telissa. It shows the many children who currently live in Semillas deAmor Hogar in Antigua, Guatemala. Nicholas currently is one of these children. Please view the video and understand the need for your help to make sure these children come home as well as keep this place alive to meet the needs of the children of Guatemala who may be less fortunate.

Chris & Buffy

Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Grinning from ear to ear

2008-06-24T19:06:00.000-07:00

June 24, 2008

I have finally sat down and started a blog. I am excited to share the journey of our family. Today was one step closer to Nicholas in our arms forever. Our laywer picked up his BC. That is great news. My mind is now racing. I have got to pack, buy him prizes, get our papers together, and climb the mountain and tell the world. I am daydreaming of the first time our eyes meet. I can honestly say dreams come true. Nicholas is our son. I like the sound of that. The daydreaming of holding him in our arms, feel his heartbeat, and see those 4 toofies. I have my toothbrush ready (the dental assistant I am).

All I need is someone say go.